I know I posted earlier, but they wouldn't let me post it on Amazon so I need to get it out of my system... It explains why I am pro BellaxJake
Okay, so this is what I think...
Yes, Jacob is a better match for Bella. As Jacob says, he would be healthier. Like oxygen, like the sun... not a drug.
Yes, he's a jerk. Yes, he's pushy. Yes, he's annoying. And hell yes, it surprised me a whole...
more I know I posted earlier, but they wouldn't let me post it on Amazon so I need to get it out of my system... It explains why I am pro BellaxJake
Okay, so this is what I think...
Yes, Jacob is a better match for Bella. As Jacob says, he would be healthier. Like oxygen, like the sun... not a drug.
Yes, he's a jerk. Yes, he's pushy. Yes, he's annoying. And hell yes, it surprised me a whole lot when Bella admitted to herself that she was in love with him. But you know what? For that split second, when she said he was right, he had always been right... I hoped. I hoped that she would love him, that they would spend the rest of time together... Similar to the flash-forward she had. Heres why...
Jacob is only human. I love him so much because... he's so much more REAL. Edward, seems to be so.. artificial. Bella's love for Edward is nearly unnatural. It's rash and unexplained. That is why she is torn from Jacob, because Edward is something entirely different. He is a drug. She is hopeless in his arms. But Jacob, their love for each other is real. You can see it, you can feel it.. When you read about it, you can almost taste the sincerity of it. Stephenie Meyer is an amazing author, that she had the bravery to put that out there. It hurt so, so, so bad to read it. It ripped my heart out. But thats what made it so good. I felt like it was me.
Wow, am I ranting. Well... one last hope, for those of us JacobxBella lovers...
What if once Bella is turned into a vampire, Jacob imprinted on her then? Wouldn't that be crazy? I'd die. In happiness, perhaps... Maybe.
Oh and I just need one thing understood... I do like Edward. And my feelings are that I do not want him unhappy, but I want Jacob unhappy less. I wish that Edward, not Jacob... had never come into the picture. That Bella could be happy with Jacob, and that Edward wouldn't have to suffer. As much as I want Jake and Bella together, I don't know how it can happen now with Edward in the way. Unless somehow... he was out of the way...
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