This is a story about relationships. How they come to define who you are as a person , how you relate to other people, and how you view your life. It delves into how a relationship can be both toxic and loving. How we as people, in relationships, step in to fill roles we spend our entire lives running away from; because of a sense of duty, love, honor or responsibility.
the story opens with...
more This is a story about relationships. How they come to define who you are as a person , how you relate to other people, and how you view your life. It delves into how a relationship can be both toxic and loving. How we as people, in relationships, step in to fill roles we spend our entire lives running away from; because of a sense of duty, love, honor or responsibility.
the story opens with helen killing her mother. helen spent her entire life living in or trying to get away from her mothers shadow. as a child she strove for perfection, to act in a way that garnered praise from the person least likely to give it. as an adolescent she counted the days until she could break all the chains binding her to her house. in adulthood, after moving back to her home town, taking the place of caretaker vacated by her father.
through out her life she always saw her father as a person on the periphery of her life. his time too consumed with caring for her mother, and battling his own demons. his own life was somewhat shrouded in mystery, with little glimpses provided creating a more murky profile in the eyes of his daughter.
after killing her mother, she begins to look back on their lives as a unit. how they functioned in their relationships, how her mothers attitudes shaped who helen became. thus affecting her relationships with her husband, while married, her children, and the world around her.
while looking back, she is also moving forward. facing the decisions of where to go from here and how her actions will have a major impact on her life. people from her past show up and offer opinions, not only of who she is, but how they feel her mother has impacted her life. she begins to see her parents for who they were, deeply flawed and moving down the only course they knew.
the story ends with helen alone in a house, the police searching for her. knowing she will have to face what she has done, more than the personal appraisal, but also in the eyes of her daughters, neighbors and friends. she feels she only has the path that her parents have laid for her. she realizes that despite her best efforts she has fallen into the trap she spent her entire life avoiding, a life mimicking theirs.
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